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I do not want to be the leader.
I refuse to be the leader. I want to
live darkly and richly in my
femaleness. I want a man lying
over me, always over me. His
will, his pleasure, his desire, his
life, his work, his sexuality the
touchstone, the command, my
pivot. I don't mind working,
holding my ground intellectually,
God, as a woman I want to be
dominated. I don't mind being told
to stand on my own feet, not to
cling all that I am capable of
doing but I am going to be
pursued, fucked, possessed by
the will of a male at his time, his
bidding.

-- Anais Nin